I am happy. I went to the seaside with my cousin (he lives there), and there was another cousin and her friend. I adore them. I am free. Yesterday we sat at the beach for like six hours and we drank wine and ate cookies and wached sunset. It was perfect. Matea bought me like 4 packs of ciggaretes (adore her), ivan was talking all the time (he never speaks), he was soooo funny i love him and tena is a total sweetheart. My life is great right now, and for the fisrt time in months i actually forgot about the dissorser. I don’t even think about it. And the most important, I don’t wanna die.